look
, getting
his brain in sync with his eyes, he finally completes his thought,
stunning.
Finally, Roberts mind is able to process what he is
looking at. Jacquelyn is a mature-looking version of her younger, athletic
self. Her chiseled yet feminine features make the stuffy business suit that she
wears look fabulous. Her hair is up in a tall twist. Her jewelry and makeup add
stunning accents to her features. She looks like a model shooting a portfolio
piece for a line of business garments. Her look continues to affect Robert, yet
her demeanor continues to be cold.
How did you know Id be here? Robert
asks, then pauses as he realizes that it was she who called him. My cell
number?
Jacquelyn replies with a clinical directness. You graduated
from Carnegie Mellon with honors. After that you worked as a software engineer.
Five years later you started your own business as a consultant. That evolved
into a lucrative, independent, international training company. Youre
married now. Two kids. This weekend Angie told you she was six weeks pregnant.
This morning she had a craving, so you left home at 10:43 to find the old
Emporium, but instead you found me. Your cell number is listed in the yellow
pages.
Throughout Jacquelyns monologue, Roberts face reads like
a book. With every fact, he grows more uneasy, yet intrigued. Jacquelyns
knowledge of Robert seems Orwellian.
As Jacquelyn speaks, she continues to study his face.
At
G.L.U., I triple majored in Russian, psychology, and
European history. Since my skill set had a military fit, I went into rotc my
sophomore year. After I graduated, I joined the army as a G2 officer and came up through the ranks after a number of
successful rotations.
At last she breaks her cold, austere, and somewhat-menacing demeanor
with her signature contagious smile and the twinkle in her eye that seduced
Robert years ago. She takes a moment to let Robert digest what she has told him
as he stares somewhat apprehensively at her glowing smile.
And it could be that
I bumped into Andy, Saturday, she says revealing a smirk. Robert is
infinitely relieved by the simple revelation, believing that Andy told
Jacquelyn all that she enumerated about him moments ago.
So how come Mr.
Marksman isnt a member of the nra?
Big Brother, Robert replies,
curtly.
You
are paranoid, arent you?
Robert brings his arms in front of his chest
and crosses them. Years ago, I could fire up my computer and tell you
what the various dynamic link libraries, drivers, and executables did. I used
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run faster. Robert
rocks his head and cracks his neck as he continues, I could let my
computer sit and, if nothing was running, the hard drive light wouldnt
blink. In fact, it would spin down, confirming the computer wasnt doing
anything I didnt know about.
So? Jacquelyn goes back to sipping
from her cup, still steaming.
So these days there are so many system files, I
really cant tell you what does what, anymore. The hard drive might spin
down, but later it spins up again its doing something, but I
dont know what, even when I turn off disk defrag., virus scan, and
everything else. Its as if files are being mined for key information.
Its going on when the system says its idle. Its why I keep
all my sensitive data files on good ol floppy disks, not the hard drive.
Sure, the computer could be just indexing files in order to run faster, but
that wouldnt explain the transmissions.
Jacquelyn is getting tired
of Roberts rambling paranoia, but she keeps listening so she can warm her
hands on the hot cup. Go on.
I own one of those old-fashioned modems,
a genuine Hayes, the kind that sits on your desk and has leds that show you
when stuff is being transmitted and received. When I used to dial in, the
lights only flashed when I was transferring data; but these days they blink
every so often for no apparent reason even when I turn off all the
automatic-update stuff. I really think Big Brothers now become part of my
operating system, and when I dial in, the host program is either retrieving an
updated library or sending up a brief report about the data thats been
mined.
Jacquelyn keeps warming her hands and periodically sipping.
Maybe its hackers trying to get in.
Yeah, that happened
to me once, when I used a cable modem. With continuous fast access to my
computer, some hacker almost planted a virus. Since then Ive gone back to
dial-up, and now I use a firewall that reports all the odd packets that are
coming my way. Thing is, those led lights still flash and the firewall has
nothing to log other than system traffic.
And thats why youre not a
member of the NRA? she asks with disbelief, her
voice condescending.
Indirectly. Yes. Robert uncrosses his arms and pulls his
shirt down, tucking it in better. These days the information systems of
every organization have been integrated to leverage the Net, which means that
theres some physical or wireless network that connects everything
together. And, since one company dominates the industry, and since that company
keeps antitrust initiatives at bay by giving the government backdoor hooks that
no one
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